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One step at a time
It's like learning to fly or falling in love.

lovee.
Monday, August 31, 2009
3:51 PM



hi(:
back in a goody good mood.
hate my blog song loh,
the song play my heart broke. LOL.
teachers day today!
nth much happen actually.
my heart f-sank when weisong said he got a gf!
i damn high up.
feel like crying in the train lah.
this few weeks, i really shouldn't meet him.
all the feelings came back.
okay, i'm alr.
shouldn't it be a happy day and not monday blues?
yay tmr going out with badminton friends(:
i hope it's not steamboat again?
very fat leh!
need to wear formal on 18sept.
i'm sure i will be the ugliest.

you are the sugar i'm the salt.
we are a pair.
you are the peanut i'm the butter.
we are peanutbutter.

stop deceiving yourself


noh 55!W !
Sunday, August 30, 2009
12:33 AM

what if i say I'm still into you?
i know things won't be the same again.
i miss you.
shouldn't be deceiving myself,
again and again.
16mths passes, and i rmb-ed your face.

you promised me,
we will have 12 babies.
we will live happily ever after.

stop deceiving yourself


Thursday, August 27, 2009
12:23 AM

Mon
schooling and then meeting after that at amk ite.
team! my goodness.
i didn't know i become so emotional when talking about team.
didn't really wanna go,
debra said, just go only..
okay when down with christina, charmaine and serena straight after school.
but i guess it will be like early.
so we when mac to have a bite but not really much.
cause got buffet! FOOOD!
fine, we eventually saw an indian girl which uses her finger and eat.
finger = fries.
she use her finger dip into the curry sauce and just ate it like tat,
and even mayo!
3 curry 2 mayo-.-

Tue
When badminton training,
goood! i love being sweating.
laughing loudly like nobody business,
i seriously like it! i've not beeen laughing my lungs out so long.
i love my laughing.
i wanna forget everything, but it seems wrong again.
quarreling?
vb, badminton.
nvm, being neutral isn't that great.

Wed
yeah, met edmund today.
his guitar finally disappear in my rooom!
i miss them a lot ):
well, after finish talking i went batok ite.
meet Ms mary there.
i thought she needed me to do the video,
but in the end she didn't bring her lapppy!
and boys training last min cancel.
okay, saw weilun on the way to hall.
christina and charmaine is like seating there talking with mary.
we chatted for like very long.
then i came here with debra, but she toook weilun's car.
(weilun jiayou oh! chances are yours.)
i don't want go with mary ):
she disturb me safety underwear!
(only mary, debra, charmaine, banana understands.)
so took charmaine's car to yewtee mrt.
thanks charmaine(:
bangkok we are coming. LOl.
and it reminded me i will regret if i didn't go.
cause i'm always saying i don't wanna go~
i mean not everyone knows what happens.
but happy go lucky~

Thurs
- IMM (G2000)
- BADMINTON TRAINING

Fri
- BUGIS
-STEAMBOAT
see-ing him on fri(:
HAPPY!

summary of this week.

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12:15 AM

my mind flashes youthcamp.
i really want to have the youthcamp this year
but it's okay.
i got last year video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufSxriSLLdo


stop deceiving yourself


Sunday, August 23, 2009
3:02 PM



okay, finally uploaded those photos taken during polite.
i'm trying very hard to put in photos but it just can't!
blogger what happened to you man.
lol, lucky i'm not out today.
need to chiong works alr,
have been slacking for so long lah.
everyday go out play.
projects and work i'm coming! lol.
anyway i love roleplays.
wanna catch so much movie.
watched orphan, but not really coool i think.
just plain normal? haha.
coming monday is the gathering of collage west team.
i'm still thinking if i'm going.
sometimes vb means a lot a lot to me.
it's like for so long i've decided to go back.
and ended up with a dropdead.
sometimes why team just can't bond well as i thought.
struggling for so long, hanging for so long.
ended up with nth.
it's okay, people won't know whats wrong.

stop deceiving yourself


brokenhearted.
Monday, August 17, 2009
6:54 PM

mp3 spoil ):
i want a mp3.
anything which i can listen to when i'm bored.
returning home without doing anything,
staring into the space.
okay, it's a want actually.
left with nothing now,
piggy bank tio stolen.
$350 left $100
and now $50.
no money, no honey.
wanna rob me ah?
go head man! wallet is like empty now.
card?
ha~ my card 1dollar -.-
maybe i'm always using card to top-up my ezlink.
now? my ezlink card needs $10 every week.
$10/week
i know i shoudn't be spending much.
no need to eat oh? no training ah?
later faint more worst.
i know i shouldn't be so naggy about money.
nvm, i need job now.
seriously i'm broke):

if he's here, i won't be having so much problems.
he will be there to control everything.
i miss him.

stop deceiving yourself



6:52 PM



feel that this song is nice.
so posted up here.

stop deceiving yourself


Sunday, August 16, 2009
12:19 PM



it's a very sad story which huixin asked me to watch.
it's a advertisment for the laptop actually.
but it's nice.

stop deceiving yourself


Wednesday, August 12, 2009
11:05 PM

Mon
When out to Zoo,
with zixiang, jiaxin and chanel.
actually should be a POTTERS outing.
but it's fun actually.
after Zoo we went to bugis for steamboat!
haha, jiaxin is meatballs.
zixiang is yuntun
chanel is gim zham gor.
and i'm nothing(:
cause i ate everything which i toook!

Tue
Hurt my ankle and wore ankle guard to school.
after school when to jurong point.
hahah! 11.08.09
i won't forget this date -.-
cause i got a guniess world record.
2 times siak! buey tahan.
and only huixin know what's that.

Wed
okay, went school as per-normal.
then saw afifah again!
i like seeing her man.
she such a funny person like primary school time.
okay, dota-ing with people now.
will back to blog sooon(:
cause blog sucks now.

stop deceiving yourself


Wednesday, August 5, 2009
6:58 PM

Cherlyn just took the "How easy is it to hurt you?"
quiz and the result is You are the ultimate cryer.

You cry for every reason.
You are a weekling.
You are extremely easy to hurt and cry about everything.
It's a good thing to cry, but if you cry too much you're eyes will hurt.
You should probably not cry so much, but dont hide your feelings either,
just dont be so dramatic.
It causes people to either feel sorry for you or create harsh thoughs about you.
So, try to cry a little less and let out your feelings at the same time.

it's so true actually lah.
the dramatic part.
lol.
i hate blogger now~
i can't put pictures in!
-.-

stop deceiving yourself


Life is like a crossroad.
Monday, August 3, 2009
9:40 PM

Life is like a crossroad.
We are in a lost generation,
like is just like a ship that is
floating in the dark sea,
w/o any directions.

i cannot understand why,
why am i hiding all the feelings.
i can only rmb what is laughter.
joking everyday,
making fun of everything.
disturbing anyone.
LAUGH is the only thing i do.
everyone will think that i'm so bubbly.
sometimes i don't understand why!
why am i so hyper all along.
why am i thinking so positive.
why am i..
if i'm quiet for a day,
i think class will be peaceful.

stop deceiving yourself


Sunday, August 2, 2009
10:17 PM

argued with daddy.
normally daddy won't care so much.
he will always play his computer till night.
but suddenly he came into my room
he ask why nv use this phone.
i was like,
my phone spoil.
cannnot charge.
then he take my phone to his room and charge for me.
but it fails.
then he ask if put into comp and charge can?
i say don't want lah.
i'll fix it soon.
then i ask him don't touch my things.
he was like angry alr.
okay lah, but my phone got password.
so no matter wad also can't right?
then he go and like my USB.
open everything up!
wah, i'm like pissed off lah.
i keep saying don't take my things!
then he said,
why u become so bad?
why so rude!
later tmr i take the laptop away from your room!
and you better don't go out.

wah, i jitao sian shit.
i mean i didn't really wanna speak that way.
i know he cares for me.
but oh.
sometimes i really don't like people to touch my stuffs.
it's like why he suddenly so free?
but i still love him.

stop deceiving yourself


Saturday, August 1, 2009
1:20 PM

got a new team!
POTTERS

our head,
stephen = harry potter
cherlyn = larry pottter
chanel = terry potter
debra = lorry potter
jiaxin = berry potter

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12:57 PM

ytd went down to TP to watch the last match.
i can see that the girls had tried their best.
i feeel so happy for them.
okay, ytd match was great actually.
ITE VS NYP.
the boys got into the 3rd place.
and so ya.
after the boys de-brief,
they got curry puffs!
i wonder why they can just eat like that after an exercise.
so dexter took a lot of photos ytd.
but some pic took was so CHUI-ed.
but at least better then me?
he learn photography before,
and i didn't..
but i always use my sense of creativity to take.
LOL,
turn one round and praise myself.
not bad ah cherlyn!
i was inside the pic~
i took with quite a few of them.
will post it up when dexter send me.
i'm going to show off!
hahahaha~
dexter is like so idiot can?
say zixiang and me look like couples.
goodness loh!
taoyan leh, say so loud!
people shy right?
oh! XIANG, we forgot to take with lien ):
then we 3!
can post as trangular r.s leh!
LOL.
well, i'm off topic again.
after taking the medals,
bernard lah!
he throw the bag which contain balls inside
it hitted me man!
and my finger nails break.
its like almost half leh.
i'm afraid it bleed when i peeled offf.
but i'm okay, just a bit difficult for me to type message!
so the boys when to bathe
and we waited outside for them.
so when off to eat.
so toook bus back with
xiaobai, jiehui, chuwen, melissa, nicholes and his friend.
while my darling(debra)
took mrt?
hahah! no train lah! it's too late
so stephen took cab with
this few girls,
jiaxin, valerie and debra.
so xiang and lien when back to take bus.
hmmm, we reached home like
12 plus alr.
msg yanqi happy birthday at 12 tgt with the bus people.
so home sweet home!

tmr going out with darling(debra)
thanks to her!
we will be going NDP later.
thanks thanks!
and heading to cell now.
withlovee.

stop deceiving yourself



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