today finally we are having cell.
waited for so long.
my phone spoil-.-
Ms Hanna msg me and i was like still sleeping.
so i was late actually,
cause that BIG BUTTOCK lah!
ask me take the disc..
msg to much people to confirm if they are going for cell.
today then know there is cell oh.
if not i won't promise big butt to go his house for moive.
so sorry last min then confirm with him.
luckily my phone still got 20% batt to use.
if phone drop dead i won't be meeting big butt liao.
so after cell,
took train to lakeside.
so sian loh, cannot use phone.
then reached his house,
i was msging my lover then.
& my phone went off!
goodness lah. i was like go crazy can?!
i almost send that msg to him.
but big butt was nice.
he charged my phone for me.
we watched the night in the museum
and ate dinner tgt.
so i leave his house at around 10.
he send me to the MRT,
actually we wanted to watch badminton.
but there isn't any.
reached MRT and say goodbye.
like so sweet right?

BIG BUTT is so thick skin.
but his family was nice (:
his parents thought i was his girlfriend.
haha, but thanks for the dinner they brought.
it was nice but i can't eat much.
MY MOUTH PAIN. lol.
food was so much, but we finished it.
CHERLYN leh..
haha. end of today!

woke with disappointment.
i thought i wake my ankle will be like okay.
better then ytd.
but it wasn't,
it got just worst then ytd.
thursday still have training.
i'm going to die soon.
badminton at 12-6,
volleyball at 6-8.30.
good game eh?

got exam results out.
i did so badly.
i got 2.5 only.
it's seriously ONLY.
Goodness sick,
not even a A.
i got 3B and 1D.
what the heck!
i'm sure that Mr Alex will kill me.
he will kick me out from taking NYAA.
sadded can?
but let's enjoy today and worry about tmr.
going out with diana and herng.
cannot walk pretty pretty liao loh.
no fit man going to carry me around -.-

: that night we entertained this 3 people, and their cheeks were like so sour till now.

badminton training was not great!
after playing doubles i got my old injures back.
and the most suay-est thing is,
i hurt my ankle.
can't walk pretty pretty liao):
bigbutt hurt his hand too.
i'm like so sad.
lol.
i can't believe that weiren got into same class with tiben.
gosh,
this time round is the chance to let weiren protect him.
hah. it's really not fair.
i feeel so angry about those people around him.
he is a nice guy in fact.
but i don't even know why are people bullying him.
beating him around like no body business?
hais, that's sad.
after badminton training i was like cripple.
and that yisheng don't even bothered!
turban~.

slack around dover after eating.
terrence, weiren, ariel, huxin and i talk non-stop till 10 plus?
around 10 plus we took bus to the nearest mrt station.
so still okay.
damn angry lah!
in the train also got cockroach.
i was like gosh, jumping all around.
i just keeep pushing in between weiren and terrence.
then i guess i was shocked by terrence.
electrical shocked i mean.
when i was pushing i think i grab onto his hand.
haha! omg. i can't believe what am i saying right now.
i eat his toufu! lol.

i feel so great.came back from life game camp.
it's a great camp indeed!
I've learn so much, so much.everyone should come this camp
and enjoy how things work.
although i went there alone,
but I'm not afraid!
many thinks that I'm so sociable but
I'm not.
in my heart,
I'm so much fearful.
I'm afraid of everything.
every single thing.

should share some camp stuffs with u all.
Everyone works and gets busy trying to get all the basic needs such as food, clothes, transport, room, sports/health, to sustain life.
but anyone wonder
surviving is because of money
or because of money u survive?
sometimes you have to decide which path are u going.
life can be short.
how can you help people around you to get saved by God.
time is running out.
one day Jesus is coming,
are you going to save your loves one?
think carefully.

for me,
i feel that I'm very selfish.
i fear so much that i didn't even share Christ with people.
i love them so much,
yet i didn't save them.
anything can happen..
i should just open my mouth to invite people to church,
events and so on.
maybe I'm not good at sharing.
or maybe I'm not a good living testimony.
but I'll try to glorify God.
i will, and not just try.
i want to save my family!
i want to save my friends!
i want to save anyone,
even a stranger.
because God is a living God.

Matthew 16:24-29
24Then Jesus said to His disciples, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.
25 For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it.
26 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul?
27 For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works.
28 Assuredly, I say to you, there are some standing here who shall not taste death till they see the Son of Man coming in His kingdom.”

i wanted to say about the impact of this camp to you all.
but they said it's a TOP SECRET.no choice,
I'm waiting for everyone to join this camp.
if I'm not wrong there's another life game camp on DEC.
yeah.
AND LASTLY.
THANK GOD~
thank God for letting me know all this sister and brother
through this camp.
it's a blessing from you.and
father i love you.

withlove,
J.C

i guess i can't msg in camps le.
sian oh?
actually i was looking forward to this camp.
but i don't feel like skipping polite training.
seriously, i understand how come i didn't really improve.
lol, i should have like listen all the time.
hello! cherlyn is pro okay.
badminton? aiyoh.
suan liao loh~
if volleyball cannot make it jiu chiong badminton lah!
since this camp is coming i will be skipping training on..
thursday and friday?
then sunday will have bbq at grandma house (:
i should go for some sun tanning again.
still rmb i went sentosa at wed,
the next day for polite training.
wow, that day i spike real superman!
i mean i spike well, everything well.
i feel so weird like how come i can do that well just for that day.
lol.
only that day-.-
fine fine fine,
i'm trying lah.

i'll miss you.

school Holiday was great!
ytd went all the way to bishan ite for vb polite selection.
actually i didn't really want to go.
feel so neglected to badminton.
i promise coach to go back badminton as vb tournament is over.
then now?
so sorry.
but i promise i will not be selected!
LOL.
i know why i've not improved for so long,
as what my lover (lien) said.
he said whenever there's training i'll be always looking at boys.
so nv get to train on skills but get trained on eye power!
tsk~
well, i got damn alot lover can?
seriously there's too many, can share share.
my lover includes girls also oh.
don't think too much.
angry lah):

Thank God for healing my leg.
it feels much better now.
yeah! sentosa tmr! (:
anyone wants to join in?

fine lah.
seriously, i don't even know.
so what if you said that we are not related?
i really don't understand..
this matters happen alr happened so long,
but it's one of the hurt u have given me.
sincee sec1 we were like so good.
we even called one another sister.
everything we can solved tgt.
now even there's any outing with Transformers you won't even want to go.
even if it's like this,
in school you don't have to keep staring at me nor my friends right?
are we aliens?
seriously oh. it's damn ridicules lah
i mean it's alright to look at me,
i don't mind people stare at me
but even u saw me, stare is enough.
i don't care.
seriously i don't give a damn about it.
see jiu see lah?
but don't have to tell ur friends we are there or whatever.
then one whole group looking at us.
i don't feel comfortable at all.

i guess it's alr now?
i just hope everything will change back.
back to normal?
difficult lo.

yay!
was actually going out today.
but last min got to rush down for badminton training.
bare foot playing lah.
i was so lucky that kaining brought clothes and shorts for me.
at least i got to play.
fine-.-
i hurt my knee and that DA PI GU still finding trouble for me.
i fell because of saving that front ball,
and he started laughing at me!
lucky my wound did not crack..
goodness sick.
i hate outings now,
cause i don't wanna let people see my KNEE!
God, heal me please?

the feeling has come back.
i miss the past.
so what now? nth can rewind right?
or time machine?
i guess there isn't any lah.
i miss the love given by him.
it's like 1 year plus alr and i'm like hell missing.
cherlyn ah cherlyn.
you are new now,
got a new nick,
got a new character
got a new..
new whatever.
so whats the point of turning back?
i don't want my blog to turn out into a compo.
LOL! people out there singlish here please.

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i'm so jealous, so jealous.
Jason chewchew wrote LOLOLOL
& i asked why so long?
he replied it's
LAUGH OUT LOUD, OUT LOUD, OUT LOUD.
thanks for making me smile eh?

today is my another lovers b'day which i wanted to share.
his a gay actually.
haha! okay I'm not laughing lah small boy.
happy 17th(:
today is 4th june and it's your birthday.
last exam paper le right?
goodluck oh!
today Holiday le so don't have to go school~
awww, can't shake your hand la!
shhh! our msg is a secret oh.
well u know why u were blogged here?
cause we are NUMBER6 (:

p.s - stop laughing when u see my face -.-

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